Summary
The narrative follows Prof Eniolorunda, a former academic and activist who returns to a low-cost housing estate in Lagos after serving ten years in prison. Traumatized by his incarceration specifically the use of strobe lights as a form of torture he chooses to live in total darkness in his father’s old flat, rejecting the company of his mother, Maami, and his childhood friend, Kayo. Into this self-imposed isolation comes Desire, a university student who has idolized Prof since he spoke at a rally during the Maroko evictions of her childhood.
Desire begins visiting Prof at night, and they engage in long conversations in the dark, discussing politics, literature, and their pasts without ever seeing each other’s faces. As their bond deepens, Desire discovers Ireti, a student leader at her university who is a “photocopy” of Prof and claims to be his unacknowledged son. The story explores the intersection of their lives as they navigate the scars of Nigerian history, the dysfunction of family, and the struggle to move from the safety of “silence” and darkness into the light.
Plot
- The Return: Prof is released from prison in 2005 and moves into his father’s flat in Jakande Estate, Ipaja. He immediately implements a rule of living in darkness to cope with his PTSD.
- The Persistence of Desire: Desire, living nearby with her friend Remilekun, hears of Prof’s return and begins knocking on his door every night. Eventually, Prof opens the door, beginning a series of nightly visits where they talk for hours.
- Parallels in Trauma: Flashbacks reveal Desire’s childhood of poverty, her father’s abuse, and her mother’s descent into mental illness after the Maroko evictions. Simultaneously, Prof reflects on his lost love, Blessing, and his mother’s sacrifices.
- The Discovery: On her campus, Desire encounters Ireti (Ghandi Reloaded), whose striking resemblance to Prof leads her to discover he is Prof’s biological son.
- The Climax of Conflict: Prof’s relationship with his friend Kayo and mother Maami reaches a breaking point when they confront him about his lifestyle. Kayo reveals the personal tragedies he suffered while Prof was imprisoned.
- Resolution/Transformation: Desire tells Prof about his son, causing him significant emotional upheaval. Prof eventually finds the courage to flick the light switch, confronting his past torture and the reality of the world outside his darkness. He finally leaves his flat during the day to search for Desire.
Setting
The novel is primarily set in 2005, during the early part of President Olusegun Obasanjo’s second term in Lagos, Nigeria.
- Jakande Estate (Abesan/Ipaja): A crowded, low-cost housing estate characterized by its “Lego-like” blocks of flats, peeling paint, and persistent power outages. It is a place where “rumours are cooked” and the struggle for basic amenities like water is a daily reality.
- The Dark Flat: Prof’s apartment serves as a psychological setting a “vacuum” where he feels safe from the “external forces beating choices into shape”.
- LASU (Lagos State University) and Ojo: These locations represent the vibrant, often chaotic student life, defined by political rallies, student unionism, and the threat of cultism.
Themes
- Trauma and PTSD: Prof’s choice of darkness is a direct reaction to the strobe light torture he endured in prison. Desire also carries the trauma of her father’s domestic violence and the loss of her childhood home.
- Silence vs. Light/Darkness: Darkness is portrayed as both a prison and a sanctuary. Prof believes “we see in the dark”, while Desire views silence as a place where “unspoken stories” reside.
- Paternity and Family Legacy: The narrative is haunted by absent or abusive fathers. Prof was rejected by his father, while Ireti struggles with being a “born-by-mistake” son of a man who never knew he existed. Desire’s father, Babangida, was a source of terror.
- Political Activism and Disillusionment: The book contrasts the high ideals of Prof’s activism with the gritty reality of Nigeria’s political stagnation, where former military leaders continue to rule decades later.
Characters
Major Characters
- Prof (Eniolorunda Durotimi Akanni): A former university professor and political activist. After ten years in prison, he is a broken man who finds solace in the dark and “The Voice” of a girl named Desanya from his past.
- Desire Babangida Jones: A brilliant student with a “book-stealing” past. She is driven by an obsession with Prof, whom she sees as a savior who once gave her a book that changed her life.
- Ireti (Iretioluwa Durotimi / Ghandi Reloaded): A charismatic but vulnerable student union leader at LASU who is revealed to be Prof’s biological son from a past encounter.
- Maami: Prof’s mother. A woman of immense sacrifice who worked as a farm laborer to educate her son. She is hurt by Prof’s rejection but remains steadfast in supporting him.
Minor Characters
- Kayo (Olukayode): Prof’s childhood friend. He is a “cultist” and former drug user who protected Prof during their youth but now struggles with his own grief and Prof’s erratic behavior.
- Remilekun: Desire’s roommate. Brash and obsessed with “Mr. America,” she provides a grounded, often humorous contrast to Desire’s intellectualism.
- Mama T (Mama Terror): Remilekun’s mother, a wealthy trader who finances Desire’s education in exchange for Desire helping Remilekun pass her exams.
- Blessing: Prof’s former secretary. He tricked her into a pregnancy he later claimed not to want, leading her to disappear from his life.
- Babangida: Desire’s father, a policeman whose alcoholism and violence defined her childhood.
Literary Devices
- Imagery: The author uses stark sensory details to describe the darkness in Prof’s flat, such as the “wan light of an electric bulb” that “irritates” him. The Ipaja setting is described through the “stinging odour of stale piss” and “fried plantain”.
- Symbolism:
- The Light Switch: Represents the threshold between trauma/isolation and the painful reality of healing.
- The Grandfather Clock: Its chimes mark the “departure” of conversations and the passage of time in a place where time usually feels stagnant.
- Metaphor: Darkness is described as a “cypher” and a “gift” that allows one to “understand existence better”.
- Juxtaposition: The author frequently contrasts the “heroic” public persona of Prof the activist with the “madman” in the dark flat. Similarly, Ireti’s public political confidence is juxtaposed with his private fear and sexual anxiety.
- Allusion: The text references the Bible (the Gospel of Luke), Nigerian poets like Niyi Osundare, and historical figures like the armed robber Anini to build its cultural landscape.
